When love finds the self....

Confusion abounds in the life of the soul

When love draws near, scattering the whole

Life as its known, goes on a twist

Impressions galore, fleeting as the mist.

Losing oneself, yet finding the self

Hidden in depths, treasures in myself

Leaning on someone, now here then gone

Mist over the moor, a long drawn moan.

Where the self, where is it gone?

Lost in the love of someone bygone

Searching for self in another day's morn

Yet the mirror reflects the eye of the storm.

At home in the present, love comes to abide

Chaotic yet peaceful, a nugget to hide.

Blooming like a Lily, pure as the light

Arising from shadows, Phoenix in the night.

When love finds its soul, stilling the quest

It blooms from within, encompassing the nest

A nugget to treasure, from within not without

Radiating kindness, compassion, nothing to withhold.

- Ann Joseph

List of poems penned:
Blessed are thy ways oh Lord http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/11/blessed-are-thy-ways-o-lord.html
Life - an Illusion http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/12/life-illusion.html
An Ode to my mother - http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/11/an-ode-to-my-mother.html
Remembrances http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/12/remembrances.html
Aloneness http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2013/10/aloneness.html

http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/11/moments.html

http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/11/when-love-finds-self.html

Life - an Illusion?

Helter-skelter we run everyday

Caught up in life’s daily race

Friends galore, work uninterrupted

Give meaning to living everyday.

Studies & books – life’s worth for some

Money & work – sustenance for many

For others – collectibles that give some relief

Status – a defining post for many.

Running after goals, at cost of some others

Is cause of pain too many;

Changing goal posts, where do they end?

A never ending race for many.

Good health enjoyed without a thought

Taking the body for granted.

It takes an illness to bring in some thought

And a lifestyle reformatted.

Realising dreams, Life’s sudden jerks

Success galore, Steep learning curves  

Here today, gone tomorrow

Wisps in the air, tricks of the mind.   

Attempting to understand what matters most

A lifetime’s journey for some

Till a pause at death’s stark post

Life’s kaleidoscope, still and dark.   

Here today, gone tomorrow

The mind struggles to make sense

Something and nothing – twin sides to being

Essentials to living, now and the morrow.

From nothing to nothing, no words need be

A sense of being, feelings deep within

Hope, faith and love, a reason to be

Abiding, ever present, forever within.
 - Ann Joseph

List of poems penned:
Blessed are thy ways oh Lord http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/11/blessed-are-thy-ways-o-lord.html
Life - an Illusion http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/12/life-illusion.html
An Ode to my mother - http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/11/an-ode-to-my-mother.html
Remembrances http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/12/remembrances.html
Aloneness http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2013/10/aloneness.html

http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/11/moments.html

http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/11/when-love-finds-self.html
http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/12/what-is-love.html
http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/11/the-dance-of-truth.html

An Ode to my Mother

In this twilight time as I gaze at death’s door

Trying to snatch time with Mum against all hope

Remembering years gone by, time that has flown

Over 41 years of being moored at her shore.

As I look back through childhood, teenage and adulthood years

Through times of innocence, joy, despair, sickness and health

Despite roller coaster rides of love, anger and heart-burn

She remains the port of call during every storm.

Now when frail weak hands clasp mine for support

I remember that these hands once helped me walk.

When I soothe brows bowed in pain and grief

I remember with tears, times when she did the same.

Through knitted sweaters, embroidered linen & clothes stitched

A love for baking and a spotless house bereft of disorder

She never allowed her ‘ill-health’ to become a crutch

Rather, working doubly hard to ensure normal order.

Through all my teenage years

And through times I’ve got unwanted advice

I never would’ve imagined a time would come

When I would grieve so, and long for her advice.

Now as I reflect on her life & ponder what impacts me most:

A capacity to tap on hidden strengths from deep within

Turning ‘weakness’ into strength, bounce back from every post

A deep abiding love for all and faith in God.

When I see frail hands of my parents entwined

Holding in the present, a deep connection of nearly 50 years

I realise what a privilege I’ve been given

To be born to parents such as mine.

I take a snapshot of memories of my growing up years

And realise that in all of them she remains in pain

It grieves me so but I hope and pray

That she soon finds peace and rest for her weary soul.

As tears cloud my eyes and I can scarce write

I know I will grieve for times gone by

Only to realise that she lives in my life

And when I am quiet, I’ll hear her in my heart.
   - Ann Joseph

List of poems penned:
Blessed are thy ways oh Lord http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/11/blessed-are-thy-ways-o-lord.html
Life - an Illusion http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/12/life-illusion.html
An Ode to my mother - http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/11/an-ode-to-my-mother.html
Remembrances http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2012/12/remembrances.html
Aloneness http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2013/10/aloneness.html

http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/11/moments.html

http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/11/when-love-finds-self.html
http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/12/what-is-love.html
http://rapportinrelationships.blogspot.in/2014/11/the-dance-of-truth.html